This is me!

I am complicated.I say weird and random things at the wrong time.I don’t like to talk about how I feel but I always want someone to make me.I don’t believe in love but I want to fall in love.I am a hypocrite.I lie but I always try to be honest.I love food but strive to be skinny.I love people who have interesting stories to tell.I like the stars.Sunsets are gorgeous.I don’t like going up to random guys and flirting with them.I want a guy to come up to me.I rarely make the first move. I never let people get to close in fear of getting hurt but that usually hurts even more.I want so much out of life but I don’t even know where to start.I just want to be happy.I will listen to anyone who needs someone to talk to,I don’t care who you are.. My ears are always open to anyone who needs them. I have secrets that I promised people I’d never tell.I can be the sweetest person you’ve ever met or the biggest bitch ever.I am trying to change.I hate change.I love the fall and winter.The first snowfall of each year I cry,and I still haven’t figured out why.I never judge people based on their actions or appearance.I will never deny a hug.I love being hugged.I love meeting new people.If a stranger came up to me and complimented me,told me I was worth it,or even hugged me.(non creepy way) I would probably be happy for at least a month because of it.I am usually in a good mood.I don’t want to leave my friends and family but thats part of life.I want to be different.I want to do something with my life...