luni, 31 mai 2010

I'm going to be just.Me.

Alege viata.Alege o slujba.Alege o cariera.Alege familia.Alege un televizor al naibii de mare,alege o masina de spalat si o masina.Deschizatoare de conserve electrice.Alege sanatatea.Un colesterol redus si asigurari dentare.Alege dobanzi fixe si plati amortizate.Alege-ti o casa,alege-ti prietenii.Alege o imbracaminte comoda,si bagaje asortate.Alege un apartament închiriat cu trei camere langa o gramada de frabrici nenorocite.Alege statul pe canapea uitându-te la emisiuni care îti doboara mintea si sufletul,indopandu-te cu porcarii.Alege sa putrezesti pana la sfarsit,urinand intr-0 casa mizerabila...nimic mai mult decat o jena in plus fata de progeniturile egoiste si perversepe care le-ai facut ca sa nu fii singur.
Alege viitorul.Alege viata.Dar de ce as vrea asa ceva ? Am ales sa nu aleg viata.Am ales altceva.

joi, 20 mai 2010

Imi placeai...

Mie-mi placea cum iti atingeai parul.Mie-mi placea cum stai pe scaun.Mie-mi placea cum fumai,cum iti miscai buzele cand respirai si cand vorbeai,imi placea cum zambeai si te uitai in pamant.Imi placeau tampeniile mici pe care le faceai si cum urai sa nu iti dau dreptate.Imi placea ca nu-ti era teama de mine,de fatada,de societate si de noi.Imi placea ca nu-mi placeai.

miercuri, 19 mai 2010

Here I am baby..Messin' up your life

The best revenge is never getting back.It is letting go,letting go of the pain,the betrayal and the hurt.Forgiving because when you forgive and leave revenge to the universe,you no longer allow that person to have control over who you are,what you do and where you go in life.
After all,every one of us has been a b**ch at some point.No one is perfect.

luni, 17 mai 2010

Buzzin'


Bang bang baby shot me in the heart,in the dark.With the dark of the spark.When it hit.When we met at the spot it was hot,like this song,saw the thong,it was on...

duminică, 16 mai 2010

For an angel

Nu vreau sa-ti contest fericirea,nici sa-ti induc starea mea decazuta:a incertitudinii.Te privesc cum sorbi fericire din orice,cum aduni particule de nimic si le prefaci in irizari angelice.Ma gandesc daca fumul permanent iti provoaca denaturarea agitatiei cerebrale,altfel incat sa percepi lucrurile atat de diferit.Dar am fumat si eu,au fumat si altii,si nu pot sa constat ca m-ar fi invaluit vreo euforie demult asteptata.Poate doar beatitudine.Nu-mi ramane sa cred decat capanaceul universal pentru o fericire beteaga este multumirea de sine.Tu n-ai cautat sa exploatezi,sa cauti,asa cum fac eu,suport in ceilalti.Ai gasit totul in aura ta.Asa ca ramai un mister,unul pe care nu mi-ar placea sa-l descopar vreodata, pentru ca am nevoie de modele.Ale fericirii.E moral sa privesc detasata cum tu interpretezi fericirea in asa zisul Superficial ,incepand de la Lsd,cirese furate in seri de mai ?
Binenteles.Sunt doar geloasa.
What more can I say...Keep flying Angel.
Soon I will get my wings.

Anymore...

He is not my boy.This is not my perfect relashionship.That is not all I ever wanted!

miercuri, 12 mai 2010

Womans Prayer:

Dear Lord,
I pray for wisdom to understand a man.Love to forgive him and patience for his moods.Because Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to death.

Cheap sex and codeine

We're young.We're still learning.Shit happens.We cheat,we lie,we criticize,we fight over stupid things.We fall in love and end up getting hurt.We b**ch, b**ch,B*TCH.We bitch about bitches being bitches.We smoke,get high,and get laid.We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out.We hate people for no reason,we call each other names.We stay up late having deep conversations,or stay up late just to THINK.We go out and have a kick ass time with your friends and THOSE WILL BE THE MEMORIES.One day that's going to all pass.You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things,but one day you're gonna wish you were still young.So make the most of what you have now,forget all the bullshit and drama and LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE WITH A SEXY SMILE ON YOUR FACE!

marți, 4 mai 2010

Ce greu imi e azi

Accelereaza-mi particulele in viitoarea mea viata.
M-a durut prea tare. Si cred ca nu as mai putea supravietui o asemenea trezire la realitate.